I still choose to be the light even if my hands are shaking to be surrounded with darkness.
—Red
Perhaps I’m not really unbothered like I always said. Perhaps I’m just in denial. Perhaps I just don’t want others to think about me. Perhaps I just don’t want others to worry about me, because just like me, I know they are struggling too. That they have their own battles to face. Just like me, they are also in survival mode. Perhaps I am not as brave and independent as you all think I am. Perhaps I’m just pretending to be tough, when deep inside I’m broken in pieces. Perhaps I don’t want to be open about my own battles because I know people might stop telling theirs. Perhaps despite this chaos in my heart I still choose to stand as a helping hand for other chaotic worlds. That I still choose to be the light even if my hands are shaking to be surrounded with darkness.
—Red
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Writings of Red 