i hate to admit it, but I am not independent and strong—emotionally and mentally—as you all think I am. In fact, I am the total opposite. A coward. How do I put this? Let’s say, I have this strange habit of setting aside my emotions. Why? because I don’t want to feel things. No. It’s because.. I. don’t. want. to. be. sad. I know it would make the spin of my life slower. And I don’t want that.
But later today, all of a sudden, without any sign of it coming, the water from my eyes suddenly flows down to my cheeks. What’s wrong with me???
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let’s pretend
Read more: let’s pretendi hate to admit it, but I am not independent and strong—emotionally and mentally—as you all think I am. In fact, I am the total opposite. A coward. How do I put this? Let’s say, I have this strange habit of setting aside my emotions. Why? because I don’t want to feel things. No. It’s…
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enemies to lovers
Read more: enemies to lovers—dedicated to someone who has been fighting with themselves. ——————————— For so many years, I hated her. I used to think her existence was a disgrace to this world, like some sort of a curse. I tried to destroy her. I tried to destroy her with all the remaining strength that I have.Why can’t she…
Writings of Red 