—to be seen yet remain hidden.
Hearing how you treat each other makes my standing clearer—I cannot stand it, actually. I cannot stand in the midst of you two. It’s suffocating me. I can’t stand how close you two are with each other. Every time I want to be near you, she is always there in between.
So, I don’t want to be in a relationship with you because I know—she will be there too. And that, would be too crowded.
Hearing how you treat each other makes my standing clearer—I cannot stand it, actually. I cannot stand in the midst of you two. It’s suffocating me. I can’t stand how close you two are with each other. Every time I want to be near you, she is always there in between. So, I don’t want…
yesterday’s draft: Sept. 29, 2023 Tonight, I realized that I don’t have to chase after people to show them my worth. What others’ made me feel doesn’t define my value or worth as an individual, and I must stop dwelling on the rejection and betrayal I’ve felt. I gained the courage to let go of…
Writings of Red 